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Again I've taken some days away from getting on my laptop. Sometimes it is just difficult to get up and turn it on and get away from my comfy couch. But in the last week there has been some good news and some not so good news. I'm starting to feel this is normal anymore. For awhile things were really looking up and nothing too bad could happen but I know bliss never happens forever. And that's okay. I guess it makes me appreciate when good things do happen and come around. I'll be checking my reading page this morning, I hope you all have been doing as well as you can be.

So the good news is work has picked back up again. We've been getting more patients and my coworkers and I have been able to stay all day. Finally it feels like it's gotten back to normal. A scare just enough I think to make us appreciate us for job - the other day - Wednesday I think it was we were talking about it. Just at how comfortable it is to work there and how bad some of our past jobs have been.

Animal crossing has been a nice distraction. So far my island has seven villagers. Anicotti, Bam, Bertha, Lucy, Mira, Moe and Shep. The Able sisters shop, Timmy and Tommy's store has expanded. I have the campsite now. I'm working on getting my star rating up. Currently I have one star :-p But I'll get there. After Mike moves in we'll get the online membership together and if any of you would like to come to my island we can do that. I still need to get all of the fruit trees. So far I have oranges and peaches. And my island already produces pears. I had to look up the list of villagers just now and there are sooo many: https://animalcrossing.fandom.com/wiki/Villager_list_(New_Horizons)

I finally got all my stamps sorted into albums. This means my extra stamps to trade and my current collection! I'll be posting photos to my stamp groups on FB and see if anyone is interested in trading. I have quite a few extras I would love to get rid of. :)

The bad news: My mom's health has taken more of a drive again. I won't go into much detail but it's been painful to see. She dose have an appointment to get a scope done later in the month and I'll be taking her to that. But lately it's gotten to the point where I often wonder how happy she is.. getting older and having all these health problems - yesterday on the ride home from the library she had trouble taking because of her dentures and she got so upset with herself. :( My dad's health has been much better in a sense but I worry about him at times as well.

I am somewhat stressed about the trade war happening and the state of things here in the U.S. as well as worldwide. There isn't much I can control or do to change things other than change things in my own life and circle. But again - I'm trying not to let the stress and worry get to me. I had a feeling things would get bad but this is a new level that some days can still be hard to get a handle on. I haven't been to stores yet since the tariffs have gone into effect.

Somewhat good/bad news: The Ohio libraries had one heck of time this past week (honestly for a bit longer at my local library due to budget cuts already) due to fundraising being cut with a vote that happened yesterday. Luckily the vote didn't cut funds completely but there will be some cuts - we found out last night at our pot luck that next the vote goes to the senate and then we will see what we can do from here. But currently it looks like this issue will come up every year - two years and it'll have to be voted on. Before all of this happened we had the option of sending out emails to our local representatives and house speakers - which so many people did! I think more than they expected which is why their original cuts to funding didn't happen. Originally it was going to reduce the funding by $100 million. One important fact I learned from all this is that every dollar spent by Ohio libraries Ohioans receive $5 in economic value. So within the next few weeks we should be learning how we can continue this fight.
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Tonight I ended up taking a three hour long nap.... and it really put me in a weird mental state. Not only did I wake up from a strange unpleasant realistic dream, but I must have completely missed hearing my one alarm to take my evening medication. I was only about 45 minutes late from when I normally take it, so it wasn't that big of a deal, but the idea that I didn't hear my one alarm is a new shock.

But with this post I feel I can share some personal details with you guys that I don't normally share these days with other people in my life because I don't want to go into it with them and I feel it would cause worry and I don't want to do that. My mom's health isn't doing well. She has had a number of stomach issues for many, many years now. And got admitted to the hospital Sunday. She's still there and they have been doing some tests on her, trying to figure out what's going on. Today she shared with me that they found out she has a valve that isn't working properly for her heart and that's a big concern to me. Her weight has gone down, today on the phone we talked twice and she sounded so sad when she said she isn't doing any better. She told me this afternoon that she can see new bones showing because she has lost more weight.

I think this is the main reason I slept for three hours this evening after eating a bowl of cereal and watching some youtube. No, I am sure that this is why I slept so long. Because I'm worried about my mom and it's hard doing anything else right now. I would set an alarm for a half an hour, wake up to it, change it for the next half an hour or an hour, wake up to it and just keep repeating this for three hours on my couch. This has happened before, but not three hours in a row.... I need to cut this nap habit off... do you guys have any suggestions? I know that is sort of a weird request. But right now it is after 11 and I normally should be in bed. But right now I am wide awake.

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